I don't know what I am now writing...and don't know how to title this piece of work...I will just name it either as regret or remorse...someone give me a title!~

There's a girl I liked a long time ago...
Who I can only watch from a distance...
There are chances that I can get to know her...
But all I have given up...all I have thrown away...

Why am I attracted to her?
That I asked myself a lot of times...
But there are no answers to my own question...
Maybe there is no need for a reason at all...

Do I still like her after such a long time?
Have I completely forgotten her?
That I don't know...that I won't know...
I will never know...for I can’t understand myself...

Never being able to start a conversation...
Never being able to be nice to people...
Never being able to be successful in things I undertake...
I believe that no one can be happy with me...

Even if I still like the girl...
I won't have any more chance now...
Because she already has someone else in her heart...
That all I can give is my blessing...

What is the meaning of liking someone?
Is it to obtain that someone as your own?
Is it to let her go with someone else whom she will be happier with?
That I will never know...

People fall into and break out of relationship...
Remorse and regret are felt...
But at least you still have memories to accompany you...
And that alone is enough...

Never having the courage to start a conversation...
Never even tried...never even began...
That...a person will regret for life...
For he has not done something which he could have done...
And he will never know what things could have being like...

I don't know how to end...help me!~