Friday, July 26, 2002

Oh mortals, tell me what is love...for I have never really know what love is about.
What is it defined as? What does it feel like? How do I get it?
I have never really understand these things...
So what is love, oh mortals?
Is it the feeling that Mothers feel when their child is born?
Is it the feeling that consitute to relationship among the people?
Oh, I can never really understand what is it...
for some people say it's a bitter sweet feeling, the sweetest feeling you can feel...or the bitterest...so what is it? Is it good?
I can never understand why people fall in and out of love...
why do they fall in love at the first place when they know they are gonna get hurt?
Why did they fall out of it for small reasons?
Is it the devil's trick? Of are the angels being playful? I can never understand...

Hmmm....not good....I think I need something to inspire me to write stuffs....I have a good idea what I was gonna write but it turn out bad....it isn't finished though...I will continue this once I get my inspiration back...I wonder where the heck it went...seems like it abandoned me since secondary...
I know very long never update liao, but as usual, like I CARE!
I will update when I want, and when I wish to, so don't beg me to update it!
Ahhhhhh....to be bothered with the world's happening is so damn sian...I would want to live my life the way I want it, the easy life. Not be bothered by anything, to go with the wind, to be the wind, to be the wanderer who explore the world, to be the hermit who stays at home, to be the ocean which is cruel and gentle at times, to be the Sun, to be the Moon, who bring light to darkness, darkness to light. I would be everything, or be nothing. I would be the Good, or be Evil. I would be the Angel, or the Devil. To be what I want to be. To be who I want to be. And to be...what I am.

A Human. A Vampire. I am either. I am neither. For I am...who I am...
TBK
Ok, just testing out some stuffs out on the blog background and editing it...like the new background? Althought you can only see the background only at the beginning when the page is beginning to load...still trying to figure out how to clear the colours...the background is so cool!~
Of course, if you guys are wondering where the heck the vampire show has went, I must say, sorry folks, there has being a mental block in the director's head...you have to give him more time, but of course, he's the greatest director of all time so you have no choice! (Too lazy....) School sucks as always...Well, I'm too lazy to write about why it sucks cause you guys won't know why it sucks for me...and of course, I'm a vampire! The most powerful being on Earth! Rule the world with me! Or perish along with it!
Thats the number rule, no one can stop me, no one can defeat me, cause I'm a VAMPIRE!