I am so bored...prelims are coming...and I am still slacking and dazing around...maybe school ain't suitable for me...I need to find something that I feel interested and have passion for...now, I can only think of comics...maybe I should research some things in magic and practise some spells to summon the elements of nature!~ Hmmm...maybe I don't really know what love is...since I can't write a poem on love!~ Haha...but love is so complicated and has so many different types, can't blame me if I can't write a poem on it~
Hmm...there are so many sides to a person...humans are so complicated to understand...so why bother understanding every single individual and make yourself suffer!~ Just flow with the wind and enjoy life as it is!~ Everyday is a happy one!~ Just now saw a show on channel U which looks into the details of a crime...I feel really sorry for the victim and wanted beat up the culprits...but then I realise something...how can the media be so cruel to broadcast these shows? Yes, the reason they give is they want to give the viewers a better understanding of each case...but isn't this very cruel to the people involved? Especially the victim? I can never understand whether the advances of technology bring us advantages of disadvantages...and I realise something...that no matter how sorry we feel for the victim...we will never really understand how the victim feel unless we are in the same shoe...sure...we can imagine what it is like...but we can never really feel for the victim unless we experienced it once...there are so many wrong things going on in this world...and yet, we only feel pity for each another only once the event is over...whats wrong with this world? Why do we allow these things to carry on? Why is there so much hate and not enough forgiveness in this world? Why can't humans stop those wrong doings before it happen? So what if there is help for the victims...it will never heal the wound in the heart...a saying prevention is better than cure could be applied here...so people, although there are many things that cannot be classified as right and wrong, but obviously, harming other people for your own benefit is definitely wrong!~ So if you are harming someone now, stop it!~

We are living in a wacky world
Everyday is a wacky day
The things happening are wacked
The people are wacked
So why be pessimistic about things around you?
Things will definitely turn better over time
So remain optimistic and take what this wacky world throws at you!~
Don't be sad, be happy!~

hmmm...lousy passage...seems like I can't really express happiness

Being alive is the best thing to happen to anyone
Cause just being alive, we have endless possibilities
The world and life we are living is filled with dreams
We are all just dreamers wandering around
And we all have the power to direct our dreams
To be a teacher, to be an engineer, to be anything you want
To become whatever you want to become
We have the power to direct our dreams in the direction we want
But we have to do it with regretting it in the future
Hold on to your dreams, and it will come true one day
And remain positive and happy no matter what your decision brings

To forget the unpleasant things are difficult
But to forget the pleasant stuffs is easy
I wonder why people likes to torture themselves
When there are just as many happy events for them to remember
To be stuck in the past and not moving forward is the worst thing to do
To remain unhappy over past matters just make more tragedies
So just remember the happy things and carry on with your life!~


There's a saying that there are more unhappy things than happy things...that 10 events, only 1 is a happy one...I think otherwise, there are as many happy events as there is of unpleasant ones, in fact there are more happy stuffs than unpleasant ones!~
To be alive and have a future is a happy thing!~ To be with your family is a happy thing!~ Just being with your friends is a happy thing!~
Someone give you a sweet and you will feel happy about it!~ Every little gesture of people brings happiness to you!~ Just daze around and you will realise that there are more things to enjoy and be happy about than feel sad about!~

Recently I keep having strange dreams...the dreams are so strange...that I don't know how to describe them...one of the dream I had this morning was really really strange...I dreamt of myself as a child with one of my old friends...whom I have known for quite some time...and I began to question myself exactly how long have I known him...I was at a place that seems familiar to me yet unfamiliar to me...it seems like that place I lived in the past...but it also looked different...and that bands are coming into the house to perform or enter a contest...that they keep coming...there's a river in the room...waterfall too...and I used some sort of spell to freeze it...then the competition began and its not band performance but some other competition that I can't really remember...man...this dream is so strange...another dream even more strange...but very hard to describe and I can't really remember much...in the dream, I am someone is being chased by some alien...a robot...I don't know how to describe...then I ran and ran and ran into a drain of some sort filled with tomato sauce or some liquid thats red...that I thought I have escaped from the robot...and suddenly guys from street fighters like Ryu and Guile fight(?)...and I was there watching...then the scene suddenly changed into a view of people playing with toys...does that mean that we are really puppets? And the robot appeared again...this time huge...3 stories high...as he approaches...I don't know what reason but he suddenly shrink to human size and approaches me...out of nowhere, a guy appeared and said he has a virus that can stop this machine and approaches the robot which cowered in fear...the robot suddenly disappeared...but I see a strange glow in my eyes...as though something took over me...then we(?) continued...I don't know where the company came from...but it's a group of 5 and we stumbled to a building...a building where a guy wanted to talk to me personally and asked the otehrs to leave..which the others did...when teh guy talked...I think he says something that there is an aura around me thats unique could be used to run the experiment that he had being doing...behind me, the garden...a platform appeared and raised...carrying 2 huge creatures...the guy says that they are robots...and that there are 5 of them...that if I am able to control all of them, that all 5 shall become one...and I was taken to a research lab...where I saw a girl...in the dream, I seemed innocent...I can't remember much now...I don't know why I have such dreams these days...for the past few days...there are a lot of different dreams that I have...some involved killings and magic...some involved strange creatures...Why am I having these dreams...so confusing...