Thursday, December 05, 2002

I am now trying to fight back sleep...didn't slept a wink yesterday and attempted to sleep at jackson's place...although I managed to get a few winks, I felt that I kept hearing the PS2 games sounds while sleeping...I think I am beginning to make a friend now!~ Now trying to fight back hallucinations and to prevent myself from fainting...my eyes are feeling heavy...pretty heavy...think I am gonna sleep now...

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

Damn it...I didn't sleep a wink...was tossing in bed for the last 3 hours plus and I didn't even slept a wink!
Just one more hour and I have to go yew tee to meet jw they all to swim...but wonder if my body can take it...althought I don't feel tired...I feel like my brain is in a state of hallucination now...all the time I was tossing in bed, I was imagining a lot of things...some bad, some good...that kept me up for the whole night! Ahhhhhhhh...but then again...I feel happy yesterday!~
Maybe because of the over excitement that I can't sleep...hehe....anyway, I was so happily typing away in irc...which I didn't do in a long time...and another record is that I was not creating trouble typing away but chatting!~ lalalalalala...ahhh...feel my legs are a bit wobby...wonder if I can tahan throughout today...later in the afternoon have to go shorty's house to discuss the costume thing...grrr...body, be strong and last throughout the day...now going to try to get at least one hour of sleep...
I realised that I have a really good family!~ I have a really good brother who is willing to help me with the prom nite props!~ And my sis who tries to help in whatever way she can!~ My mum and dad helps me with information!~
I like my family so much!~ I think I have the best family in singapore!~
I am so fortunate to have such a good family!~
YEAH!~ I FEEL SO HAPPY NOW!~
NOW talking with the gal I like!~
hehe...the life I want is not a long and boring one...but an exciting one!~
Even if my life is short, I won't mind cause I have done a lot in that short time!~
At my time of death, I don't want anyone to cry for me cause I have led a happy life!~
Anyway, to all my true friends (the kgs and that shorty!~), thanks for being with me through thick and thin!~
I appreciate your support during my hard times!~ I become what I am because of you guys!~
And I feel happy about it! Thanks for bearing with my ignorance and arrogance and cold jokes!~ Thanks!~
Thanks guys!~ I just feel like saying this cause I am afraid that in the future, I might not have the chance to say it cause the future is uncertain! But my wish is that we can forever be friends!~
THANK YOU!
Today went out with shorty (aka aide aka country sis) to buy clothes for the prom nite
Walked around the whole of suntec and went to orchard...like what I did with KF yesterday( walking around orchard road except that he was searching for a muscial box)...I bought a nice vest!~
Well, guess what I am dressing as at the prom night? Wanna know? I won't tell you cause its gonna be a surprise!~ Anyway, there will only be 1 KG going to see what my costume is so too bad for the rest!~ Anyway, if I have a photo of it, I will show it to you guys but most probably, I am not going to bring a camera with me!~ Tomorrow going to go swimming with 3 KGs, and after that, I am going to buy props for my costume...I have a busy week ahead of me man...but then again, I am also very free...hai...will be busy making all my weapons!~~~~~~~~~~~~~ YEA!~~~~~~~~~
Anyway, my mum want me to change my name...I think my whole family gonna change their name cause there's someone who say our name is not good!~ I think its some fortune teller or the so-called saint there...my chinese name is gonna change from zheng WENjie to zheng JI jie...anywa,y I don't think I am gonna change it!~~~~ Cause I like my name the way it is and it's my mother who gave me the name!~ I know that she meant good cause she believe that chaning my name will benefit me...but I feel proud of my name! I don't think I wanna change it!~
lalalalalalala!~ I don't believe in the so-called saints I have never met and I don't think I will ever believe in saints cause I haven't seen one! I think the big religious groups are like brain-washers, so I don't believe in them but only believe in myself!~ So even if my name bring me misfortune, I won't regret cause I like my name! I just wanna live the life I want and not be influenced by religious groups! Yeah!~~~~~~ Anyway, even if I live a poor life, I won't regret as long as I live a happy life!~

Monday, December 02, 2002

I have something to annouce, I have once again, being nominated for the best vampire award which I am gonna win SINCE I am the ONLY one eligible for it...
Thank you, the fans especially for the support you have given me, for being with me through thick and thin, through fire and water, and the pirahans and sharks (where most of my fans "disappeared" but I will forever remember them for they have done a great deed for nature). This is totally unexpected, I have being NOMINATED! NOMINATED AND NOT A DIRECT WIN! SURPRISED! And there's no competition yet I have not receieved the prize but only a damn nomination! "THANK YOU" FANS! YOU GUYS HAVE BEING COMPLETELY "HELPFUL"! I will repay you guys! (By feeding you guys to the sharks and doing a good deed for nature, thank me for being so kind to you fans) Werewolves, mummies, fairies, all those inhuman things who have organised this competition, thank you so much for not giving me the prize, cause I will have one more reason to tear you up! I AM THE GREATEST CREATURE OF ALL TIME! AND YOU DARE TO NOT GIVE ME THE PRIZE! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
I wanna thank all those "sponsors" who have provided me with the cash needed for my accomodations and bills, although there were some misunderstanding between us at the beginning (They were rude and refused to give me any money), it was soon resolved and we became "great partners" (After I showed them what would happen to them if they refused to sponsor me and a few demostrations of my invincibility), thank you all! THANK YOU VERY MUCH OR PROVIDING THE LIMITLESS CASH, BUT I HAVE NO USE FOR YOU GUYS NOW SO YOU WILL BE DISPOSED! THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU CO-OPERATIONS!
I am so touched by my fans, that I will be reward them with a poem...hope you guys enjoy

Blood, blood everywhere
Everywhere I see is huge containers of blood around me
Gushing with laughter and cheers for me
Blood, blood everywhere
Red delicious food surrounding me everywhere I go
Tempting me, seducing me...
Once they get too near to me,
I would have a nice meal to feast on
Ahhh, blood, delicious blood flowing freshly out of the containers...

THANK YOU FANS, FOR SUPPORTING ME, THE GREATEST VAMPIRE OF ALL TIME!