lalalalala...in a few weeks time I will be enlisted into the dog course for 2 weeks and escape a few duties!~ Yeah!~
But after that dog course, I would end up having to work with the dogs for the rest of my ns life...2 weeks of escaping duty...is it worth it for a few months of shit work with the dogs...sigh...anyway, I hope the dogs there won't be able to recognise that I am a vampire...or esle you know the dog surely won't cooperate with me and I might accidently kill it without knowing...then I would have to face the charges cause the army looks upon the dog as a more valuable resource than a human...what they don't know is that I am a vampire! No matter what weapon they throw at me, they are the one who dies...sure, the dog is more valuable than a bloody human but hell, its worthless compared to a vampire....wonder why the people so stupid about the dog being more valuable than a human...I mean...the dog's blood taste awful compared to a human...sigh...what a pathetic life army personnel have...when the dog is more important than you...
lalalala...Don't know why today I feel fine...why? Because I wasted the whole off day at home doing nothing in particular...cause NO ONE IS FREE TO GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY WHOLE BLOODY TIME IS SPENT AT HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY PRECIOUS TIME!!!!! Pretty sian...kaoz...some people anyhow say I no life...reading comic is considered no life? Playing bball is considered no life? What about that guy? Playing some magic card game, going out alone...sure...WHAT A GREAT LIFE! Everyone has their own way of life and he insulted my lifestyle!!!! DAMN HIM!!!!! He thinks that he life is considered as "life" while mine is considered as no "life", while, I wouldn't trade mine for his one, what a great life playing card games like magic and watching movies!~ Sigh...maybe I should start writing a book and start a carreer and write poems too!~ lalalalalallalalala!~
What I am gonna be in the future? I think a teacher, but a teacher who don't teach what the book teaches but the the book doesn't teach, everyone can learn from books if they want to, just whether they have the heart or interest in it, but other things like what to expect in life and the society can't be learnt from books...but hell, I am only 19 and not much social experience so I can't teach them that...and plus, I always got cheated out of my pocket by strangers so what can I teach!!!!!!! To teach them not to trust anyone? Yeah right, then everyone will lose hope and a new cult is born!~ But hey, is being too trusting a bad thing? In my case, I don't think so, cause I think my trust can be returned!~ WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!~ Then Everyone in my class would end up being victims of cheat scams!~ Wohoo....!~ I am hopeless! I have to find a way to reject people's pleas for help someday and my burden would be less!~ Wahahahaha!~~~~ But hey, I don't think I can ever reject one's plea for help so I might as well be a sucker for the rest of my life and help people even if they don't reallly need it!~ WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!~
This is quite a long entry, but not long enough!~ Maybe later if I found anything to add, I would add, see you guys soon!~ In heaven or hell!~ WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!~~~~~~~~~~
But after that dog course, I would end up having to work with the dogs for the rest of my ns life...2 weeks of escaping duty...is it worth it for a few months of shit work with the dogs...sigh...anyway, I hope the dogs there won't be able to recognise that I am a vampire...or esle you know the dog surely won't cooperate with me and I might accidently kill it without knowing...then I would have to face the charges cause the army looks upon the dog as a more valuable resource than a human...what they don't know is that I am a vampire! No matter what weapon they throw at me, they are the one who dies...sure, the dog is more valuable than a bloody human but hell, its worthless compared to a vampire....wonder why the people so stupid about the dog being more valuable than a human...I mean...the dog's blood taste awful compared to a human...sigh...what a pathetic life army personnel have...when the dog is more important than you...
lalalala...Don't know why today I feel fine...why? Because I wasted the whole off day at home doing nothing in particular...cause NO ONE IS FREE TO GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY WHOLE BLOODY TIME IS SPENT AT HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY PRECIOUS TIME!!!!! Pretty sian...kaoz...some people anyhow say I no life...reading comic is considered no life? Playing bball is considered no life? What about that guy? Playing some magic card game, going out alone...sure...WHAT A GREAT LIFE! Everyone has their own way of life and he insulted my lifestyle!!!! DAMN HIM!!!!! He thinks that he life is considered as "life" while mine is considered as no "life", while, I wouldn't trade mine for his one, what a great life playing card games like magic and watching movies!~ Sigh...maybe I should start writing a book and start a carreer and write poems too!~ lalalalalallalalala!~
What I am gonna be in the future? I think a teacher, but a teacher who don't teach what the book teaches but the the book doesn't teach, everyone can learn from books if they want to, just whether they have the heart or interest in it, but other things like what to expect in life and the society can't be learnt from books...but hell, I am only 19 and not much social experience so I can't teach them that...and plus, I always got cheated out of my pocket by strangers so what can I teach!!!!!!! To teach them not to trust anyone? Yeah right, then everyone will lose hope and a new cult is born!~ But hey, is being too trusting a bad thing? In my case, I don't think so, cause I think my trust can be returned!~ WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!~ Then Everyone in my class would end up being victims of cheat scams!~ Wohoo....!~ I am hopeless! I have to find a way to reject people's pleas for help someday and my burden would be less!~ Wahahahaha!~~~~ But hey, I don't think I can ever reject one's plea for help so I might as well be a sucker for the rest of my life and help people even if they don't reallly need it!~ WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!~
This is quite a long entry, but not long enough!~ Maybe later if I found anything to add, I would add, see you guys soon!~ In heaven or hell!~ WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!~~~~~~~~~~
