While I was in camp yesterday, a lot of bad things happened....first, my friend decided to be in another group because his friend is over there...I am alright if he goes over to someone I know and hardworking but the thing is, I seldom see the guy and I feel so damn angry, and if he really wanted to offer a chance to my friend, he would had offered it a long time ago but nooo, instead, I was the first to offer it and he used this as a catalsty.............I am so angry, but maybe partly I haven't being such a good friend at all to the people around me...But IF THAT FRIEND OF HIS PURPOSE IS NOT TO HELP HIM BUT USE HIM AS A TOOL TO MAKE MONEY, I PROMISE MYSELF THAT I WILL DEFINITELY DO SOMETHING TO THAT GUY NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAYS!!!!! The second thing that happens is my superior punished my section today for bringing a radio inside to listen while doing our work...I find nothing wrong with it but the reason he give is damn stupid...HE wants us to concentrate better in out work and don't wanna us to be too comfortable...doesn't he knows how much it is of a mental torture to just sit down and watch TVs without any sound and of no enriching value? The radio could help but army life is like that, they want you to suffer and not enjoy and waste all your time doing nothing enriching and helpful to your future...

My biggest dream is to get all my friends working together to achieve our individual dreams, well, maybe I help them achieve what they want and help them create dreams cause I just don't know what I really want in life...maybe by helping my friends, I can realise what my purpose in life is, I don't wanna live a life without any purpose or I might as well be dead...

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, I FORGOT!!!!!!!! I AM THE LIVING UNDEAD!!@!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! Just in case you guys forget, I AM A VAMPIRE!!!!!!!!!!! REMEMBER THIS CLEARLY CAUSE YOU GUYS MIGHT NEVER KNOW WHEN I WILL COME WITH CLOAK OF THE NIGHT!

Red wines, never drink before but I think it should be something close to the red liquid of life that pulses throughout the veins of the human body...

Now, after my friend incident, I was feeling quite down for a while, but I feel quite ok now, in fact, I must thank him cause I feel I have become stronger a bit...not stronger physically but mentally...the goal of conquering myself is getting a step up at a time...