Heeeeeyyyy.....long time never write anything liao, so I just decided to update a bit of what has happened recently, olympics has started!~~~ Wohoo...very nice to see the competitive spirit and the never say die attitude of altheles, see some of the competition really makes me feel touched especially one particular basketball match where a team, even though is losing still never give up the chance of winning despite the waning seconds...
Being reading a lot of comics lately...as usual lol Some of the comics I read I find really touching and felt like crying, but being the usual guy who don't like to show his emotions, I never cried lol
Romance in comics especially I can't really take it...cause I never experienced it before myself but somehow, I still feel sad for people who can't get together because of obstacles around them...then friendships in comics too...some of my favourite comic books recently being showing friends fighting each other because of some reason...but I felt really sad...to feel the betrayal of someone you trust is something I can never take...
But because of this restraining of my own emotions, I find that I am becoming more of the emotionless adult that I hated so much, who can't show a single care for what is happening around him, who can't express how he feels, as I think more of my future, I feel that I can't go far...I don't know what I want, I don't know how I feel, I don't know how to handle the people around me...sometimes, I feel so weak inside me, worse than a child, so weak...did I ever think of taking my own life? Yes, I have...but I don't have the courage to do so...I have to live on...its more difficult to carry on living but I have to...I feel like a sad pathetic guy who don't have any dream...haha...
Well, recently I a bit bo liao so wrote a poem...give me some comments on how to improve it lol
The title is quite poor but I don't know how to give titles to work I done lol
Confessions
Rays of light pierce through as morning approaches
Rays that being along a twinge of warmth
Warmth is what I felt
As I saw her every morning at work
Sun hanging high up as noon came
Bringing along scrotching rays that burns
Burning is how my face felt
When she smiled innocently at me
Dark clouds came and blocked the rays
A comforting breeze blew that relaxes the soul
Comfort did I feel
As I saw her happy face that day
The rain dripped and poured down
mercilessly splattering that saddens the souls
Sadness is what dropped by
When I saw her crying one day
The rain drizzled and died
Seven streaks of bright colours ran across the sky
Brighten up my day is
When I hear her chirpy sweet voice
Night came and darkness settled in
Dread accompanied the darkness that came
Dread knocked on my door
When her friends told me she is in love with someone
Shattered like the glass my heart went
Glass that kept falling down an endless pit
Despair consumed my soul
As I realised she never knew how I felt
Bright stars shining acting as guardians
Courage they bring for the lost souls
Couraged I gathered
As I approached her to tell her how I felt
Another day filled with turbulence has passed by
Helpless as it is but still carries on
Helpless as the situation is,
I looked deep into her captivating eyes
As I waited silently for her reply
Vampiric world author
Being reading a lot of comics lately...as usual lol Some of the comics I read I find really touching and felt like crying, but being the usual guy who don't like to show his emotions, I never cried lol
Romance in comics especially I can't really take it...cause I never experienced it before myself but somehow, I still feel sad for people who can't get together because of obstacles around them...then friendships in comics too...some of my favourite comic books recently being showing friends fighting each other because of some reason...but I felt really sad...to feel the betrayal of someone you trust is something I can never take...
But because of this restraining of my own emotions, I find that I am becoming more of the emotionless adult that I hated so much, who can't show a single care for what is happening around him, who can't express how he feels, as I think more of my future, I feel that I can't go far...I don't know what I want, I don't know how I feel, I don't know how to handle the people around me...sometimes, I feel so weak inside me, worse than a child, so weak...did I ever think of taking my own life? Yes, I have...but I don't have the courage to do so...I have to live on...its more difficult to carry on living but I have to...I feel like a sad pathetic guy who don't have any dream...haha...
Well, recently I a bit bo liao so wrote a poem...give me some comments on how to improve it lol
The title is quite poor but I don't know how to give titles to work I done lol
Confessions
Rays of light pierce through as morning approaches
Rays that being along a twinge of warmth
Warmth is what I felt
As I saw her every morning at work
Sun hanging high up as noon came
Bringing along scrotching rays that burns
Burning is how my face felt
When she smiled innocently at me
Dark clouds came and blocked the rays
A comforting breeze blew that relaxes the soul
Comfort did I feel
As I saw her happy face that day
The rain dripped and poured down
mercilessly splattering that saddens the souls
Sadness is what dropped by
When I saw her crying one day
The rain drizzled and died
Seven streaks of bright colours ran across the sky
Brighten up my day is
When I hear her chirpy sweet voice
Night came and darkness settled in
Dread accompanied the darkness that came
Dread knocked on my door
When her friends told me she is in love with someone
Shattered like the glass my heart went
Glass that kept falling down an endless pit
Despair consumed my soul
As I realised she never knew how I felt
Bright stars shining acting as guardians
Courage they bring for the lost souls
Couraged I gathered
As I approached her to tell her how I felt
Another day filled with turbulence has passed by
Helpless as it is but still carries on
Helpless as the situation is,
I looked deep into her captivating eyes
As I waited silently for her reply
Vampiric world author
