Friday, April 01, 2005

Yoz, long x 3 time never update, and since I have nothing better to do, might as well update this blog. ORD for 2 weeks, free from army, and idling around doing nothing, feel like a living dead man. Happy to get out of army man, but somehow I still long for it. Well, I mean not the army life of course and definitely not the superiors or the regulars (DAMN, THEY GET PAID MUCH MORE THAN NSF AND SOME OF THEM AIN'T WORKING AS HARD AS US) but definitely miss the guys in army, the different people you meet just makes the sad army life easy to pass and sometimes, enjoy :) DB was an interesting place to be, but a boring place to work since everything is so routine and some superiors just don't get it =_=

What have I been up to after I ORD for 2 weeks...well, planning to bomb here and there, take over the world, buying nukes for that, but seriously, being doing nothing lately, and wasting my time...damn sad :( Maybe I should looking for a job, or start getting fit, being thinking of running for the past 2 weeks but I guess thinking doesn't really gets me going :( I lack discipline to go running lol but well, these 2 weeks are over liao, so I should start getting something going instead of staying at home all day, its really boring and tiring to be doing nothing, well in a different sense compared to doing a lot of things. Doing nothing just don't give you any fulfilment even though not tiring o_0 oh, I have been watching some movies lately, and some of them are quite nice. Watched hitch, howl's moving castle, robots, swing girls and maybe some other movies that I can't remember. Hitch and robots were ok, howl's and swing girls I liked :) Well, there's a phrase in robots that I think is quite interesting, so I share it with you guys. Its spoken by the red robot and it really got me thinking, here it is, "Well, never try, never fail" Some truth spoken in this phrase since you will NEVER fail if you never try so you will never experience the despair of failing but I guess that its worth to fail rather than not trying since its better to feel the failure rather than feeling the regrets of not trying. Swing girls was about a bunch of girls who initially took up music in order to skip make up lessons in summer, but ended up liking it and went on to pursue their interest under all sort of circumtances and the end was the result of their hard work. Its very good and I didn't know jazz was so hip and trendy, there are some points of the movie that got me thinking, but I won't spoil it for you guys, just go and catch it :p Don't you realise how life is so interesting? Maybe you are forced to do something that you don't like initially under some circumtances but you ended up liking it just like in the movie? Well, I enjoyed the days in dance club a lot in nhss, even though I was forced to join it. Initially, I was thinking of joining computer club back then, but now that I think of it, I don't think I like computer stuff a lot except the games back then :p

Now coming to a point of my life where I am to decide what to do, nowadays when I think about it, is being a teacher suitable for me? I can't really imagine myself being a teacher, at least not a good one. I can't commit myself to one thing for too long, and I just can't seem to find something that I have great interest in except reading manga. Starting a comic shops seems like a good idea for me but I need the capital and there is already comic connection around, some competition around so I need to be innovative. I got some ideas liao but problem is I don't know how a business is run =_= Lacking exercise nowadays, the last time I exercised was like weeks ago, that is including leisure swim, but if excluding it, months, and even worse, when it comes to running, it seems like at least a year or more! Oh man, I feel so unfit, I should start exercising before U starts...

I beginning to find myself more of a jerk as time pass by, I can't really feel anything for people liao, becoming insensitive (I think I am insensitive to begin with but...to fill up the months I haven't updated this blog :p), and quite cold to people (since my face is quite straight with most people). Recently read an article about a lady who divorced. Its quite interesting. Why did she divorce even though the guy happens to have everything she wanted? Funny, sensitive, rich everything that a girl wanted.( well, I guess there are other qualities but I can't remember the article well) So why? Guess what the lady says? *drumming*



Sorry dudes, no prizes given since no one sponsor me :p Well, the answer was kindness. Wow. Got me stunned, its the quality that most girls overlook when looking for Mr. right, interesting if you ask me. So what is kindness? According to the article, its not how kind the person treats you since you guys are in a relation so he should be kind to you but how he treat others not related to him like the waiters or cleaners. So how do you acquire it? If I remember correctly, it got something to do with your upbringing, I can't really remember... but after reading it, I found out that this is one quality I lack so maybe I am suited for the underworld afterall, I found out I indeed have talents for these trades :p

Recommended TV show: Chase on channel 5 on thurs at 2030, catch it, its good, the guys and gals are nice looking, linda liao is expecially chio :p But other than that, the story is indeed interesting and funny :)

Wrote quite a long entry, but at least I make up for the months I didn't wrote, btw, be sure to read the bottom entry, its a short story that I might continue, who knows, by the time I am finished, I might be able to publish a book :p Give me comments on it man, I need some ideas, and get pen and paper, my signature could be quite valuable after a few years :p

Cya guys again!~ (Depending on how frequently I remember this blog, it could be updated about a few months later but who knows except me :p)

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