Yoz, long x 3 time never update, and since I have nothing better to do, might as well update this blog. ORD for 2 weeks, free from army, and idling around doing nothing, feel like a living dead man. Happy to get out of army man, but somehow I still long for it. Well, I mean not the army life of course and definitely not the superiors or the regulars (DAMN, THEY GET PAID MUCH MORE THAN NSF AND SOME OF THEM AIN'T WORKING AS HARD AS US) but definitely miss the guys in army, the different people you meet just makes the sad army life easy to pass and sometimes, enjoy :) DB was an interesting place to be, but a boring place to work since everything is so routine and some superiors just don't get it =_=

What have I been up to after I ORD for 2 weeks...well, planning to bomb here and there, take over the world, buying nukes for that, but seriously, being doing nothing lately, and wasting my time...damn sad :( Maybe I should looking for a job, or start getting fit, being thinking of running for the past 2 weeks but I guess thinking doesn't really gets me going :( I lack discipline to go running lol but well, these 2 weeks are over liao, so I should start getting something going instead of staying at home all day, its really boring and tiring to be doing nothing, well in a different sense compared to doing a lot of things. Doing nothing just don't give you any fulfilment even though not tiring o_0 oh, I have been watching some movies lately, and some of them are quite nice. Watched hitch, howl's moving castle, robots, swing girls and maybe some other movies that I can't remember. Hitch and robots were ok, howl's and swing girls I liked :) Well, there's a phrase in robots that I think is quite interesting, so I share it with you guys. Its spoken by the red robot and it really got me thinking, here it is, "Well, never try, never fail" Some truth spoken in this phrase since you will NEVER fail if you never try so you will never experience the despair of failing but I guess that its worth to fail rather than not trying since its better to feel the failure rather than feeling the regrets of not trying. Swing girls was about a bunch of girls who initially took up music in order to skip make up lessons in summer, but ended up liking it and went on to pursue their interest under all sort of circumtances and the end was the result of their hard work. Its very good and I didn't know jazz was so hip and trendy, there are some points of the movie that got me thinking, but I won't spoil it for you guys, just go and catch it :p Don't you realise how life is so interesting? Maybe you are forced to do something that you don't like initially under some circumtances but you ended up liking it just like in the movie? Well, I enjoyed the days in dance club a lot in nhss, even though I was forced to join it. Initially, I was thinking of joining computer club back then, but now that I think of it, I don't think I like computer stuff a lot except the games back then :p

Now coming to a point of my life where I am to decide what to do, nowadays when I think about it, is being a teacher suitable for me? I can't really imagine myself being a teacher, at least not a good one. I can't commit myself to one thing for too long, and I just can't seem to find something that I have great interest in except reading manga. Starting a comic shops seems like a good idea for me but I need the capital and there is already comic connection around, some competition around so I need to be innovative. I got some ideas liao but problem is I don't know how a business is run =_= Lacking exercise nowadays, the last time I exercised was like weeks ago, that is including leisure swim, but if excluding it, months, and even worse, when it comes to running, it seems like at least a year or more! Oh man, I feel so unfit, I should start exercising before U starts...

I beginning to find myself more of a jerk as time pass by, I can't really feel anything for people liao, becoming insensitive (I think I am insensitive to begin with but...to fill up the months I haven't updated this blog :p), and quite cold to people (since my face is quite straight with most people). Recently read an article about a lady who divorced. Its quite interesting. Why did she divorce even though the guy happens to have everything she wanted? Funny, sensitive, rich everything that a girl wanted.( well, I guess there are other qualities but I can't remember the article well) So why? Guess what the lady says? *drumming*



Sorry dudes, no prizes given since no one sponsor me :p Well, the answer was kindness. Wow. Got me stunned, its the quality that most girls overlook when looking for Mr. right, interesting if you ask me. So what is kindness? According to the article, its not how kind the person treats you since you guys are in a relation so he should be kind to you but how he treat others not related to him like the waiters or cleaners. So how do you acquire it? If I remember correctly, it got something to do with your upbringing, I can't really remember... but after reading it, I found out that this is one quality I lack so maybe I am suited for the underworld afterall, I found out I indeed have talents for these trades :p

Recommended TV show: Chase on channel 5 on thurs at 2030, catch it, its good, the guys and gals are nice looking, linda liao is expecially chio :p But other than that, the story is indeed interesting and funny :)

Wrote quite a long entry, but at least I make up for the months I didn't wrote, btw, be sure to read the bottom entry, its a short story that I might continue, who knows, by the time I am finished, I might be able to publish a book :p Give me comments on it man, I need some ideas, and get pen and paper, my signature could be quite valuable after a few years :p

Cya guys again!~ (Depending on how frequently I remember this blog, it could be updated about a few months later but who knows except me :p)

Hey, seems like the last time I updated this was...never mind that, just know that its very long ago ok, and don't start preaching why I didn't update, cause I am one lazy bum and thats a very good excuse if you ask me. Of course, as usual, bring me the cup of blood, yes, that red one, what other colour does blood looks like? Oh, of course, insects DO bleed but who would want their blood? Yes, bugs blood ain't red, just in case you guys thought its red just because when you swat a mosquito, the liquid is red BUT remember, THOSE LIQUID ARE YOURS! Those pesky insects that you swat everyday are bleeding YOUR blood for YOU! Don't SWAT THEM, YOU ARE LOSING YOUR PRECIOUS BLOOD THROUGH THEM! Since you already lost them, let the mosquitoes live with the blood inside them, use pesticides to kill them or deprive them of oxygen to keep the blood inside them. Yes, thats right, I did say don't swat them but I didn't say you can't torture them since they sucked your blood, since those precious blood pumping through the body ARE for me, UNDERSTAND! NO pesky insects are gonna steal those blood from me! OK?


OK, enough of this, just bring me that cup. (TAking a sip) Ah...thats good...lets see, now where to begin...(looking into the dark night through the window, the moon shining in the dark skies, the wind howling and the trees rustled with uneasiness, yes, its as though they are afraid of something, and of course, there seems to be only me around so WHO OTHER THAN ME! Oh please ignore my humble servants around me, they ain't alive anyway) Hmmm...dear audience for the night, how about the beginning? The beginning of your nightmares? (Oh audience, don't stare there at me now, all shivering from fear, I am not so fearsome afterall, I am the same age as you guys, at least in appearance, and I am not going to do anything to you, except take out some precious red liquid that seems in excess, maybe 5 litres from each of you is enough, but don't complain I didn't take more, afterall, I am NOT that greedy) Ok now, the beginning of your nightmare...wait...that hasn't happened yet, so let me think of something esle to talk about...(stood up and paced around the room, the floors creaked with fear with each step I took, the rats all hid inside their holes for the night. Well, after what happened to their cousin that I "invited" last night, I don't blame them. Poor Mr. Rat, your bravery for attempting to steal my food was worthy of a praise, but I guess you can't hear it very well from the you are now...or make it, the two places you are now...) Dear audience, if there are kids around you, please cover their ears and blindfold them, of course, if you like, cause what I am going to talk about is something not for the kids, and of course, if you find your hands and blindfold not enough to cut them from the story I am going to feed to you guys, please use the necessary tools I have provided for your convience, afterall, I am a gentleman and its part of my service to provide tools that my audience might need. Be it a pin, a small knife, or a large chopper, I have all of those prepared for your convience in preventing your kids from witnessing these adult rated materials. After all, see no evil, hear no evil is good for kids to prevent them from turning evil. Oh, please don't thank me, I am a gentleman afterall, its my pleasure to help my audience. (Oh, the white, pale faces around me, the fear in your eyes, the shivering, please, don't thank me so obviously, I know you guys are grateful but there isn't any need to show it to me) Hmm...seems like you guys prefer your kids to listen to speech I am about to give even though it might affect how they grow up to become in the future, but I don't blame you guys. Afterall, to you guys, the speech made by the greatest vampire of all time, who conincidentally happens to me, must be beneficial for your kids, even though its only for adults. I am flattered, thank you very much.

Now please keep quiet my dear audience, for the story I am about to reveal is a real epic of proportion, a story that hasn't being spread around the human world even after the numerous audience that I have spread to, a story that is rumored that no one has ever lived to tell after hearing it. Oh, please don't feel afraid, its just a rumour, even though doesn't mean its false. (Please don't give me that look, the shivering lips and the nervous eyes just makes me feel so honoured to give out this story, even after the numerous audience, I still can't take that look) This story is about a boy, a boy who is like any other boys, well, at least he looks like any other boy... (To be continued...)