Woah...look at the dust that has settled in here...3 months of inactivity here...well, can't blame me if I am lazy... what happened to me during this last 3 months? A lot which I am too lazy to type out so I just list out a few... eat, sleep, play and work...a very simple summary of what happened during the past 3 months but hey, this is what happen in a person lifetime anyway... or maybe not... But I won't go into details... I wanted to type something but as it relates to content that might prove too offensive to some people... I would not type it out TODAY cause I am not in the mood yet... in the near future...I would be typing it out but when is the near future? I wonder... or maybe it is the near past? I wonder if we are living in the present or are we actually living in events that have already happened but we are just repeating another cycle of it again... if in fact we are living in events that have already happened and we are just repeating the cycle...where would this leads us? Where would we be headed towards? Is this the present or is this our past? If in fact we are living present, how do we prove it? How do we prove that we are actually going into an uncertain future? That we are not actually repeating a cycle? Sometimes, I like to confuse myself... maybe I would start writing a book soon... I have a great number of ideas up in my head... and who knows...maybe these ideas would be the fire to lead me to my ultimate quest...