I am god damn pissed... What has the world become? Checked email and found a mail circulating the mrt accident at yishun with pictures of the corpse... FOR HELL'S SAKE, SOMEONE DIED! Maybe its someone you don't know but it is someone that others hold dear to their heart and you circulate the email? Are you out of your freaking mind? Curse whoever who started it... Luckily, I didn't receive this email from my friends... Why is it that some idoitic guy out there start circulating this and some people have to forward it? And best of all...some of pictures are quite clear which means that its some guy in civil service or whoever who took it and circulate it around... Its just a speculation but if its some guys in the civil service, they better regret it... Get this in your mind you immoral foolish humans... continue this up and you will regret it...

Due to this email, I recalled a couple of other emails depicting death... It would seem that the human nature is interested in the death of others... Why would people circulate such emails around anyway if they have no obsession with this? Humans are ugly creatures who don't admit it... They do good deeds to cover their ugly side up to be presentable to the society... They backstab each other like there is no tomorrow... My hatred for humans have grown over the years... and it is still growing... Sometimes, I feel so filled up with negative energies that I think I will kill myself with it... If only I can find a way to convert this negative energy into something physical...

Sometimes, I am pretty sick of the hypocritic 'good' guys out there but I won't elaborate on it cause it would cause the human defence mechanism to act up and defend their action saying they really meant to help those they are helping when they are not cause there is always an underlying motive underneath that serves their needs that they won't openly admit and it is a chore to argue with humans cause they never admit they are wrong and always believe they are right... It is just human nature... Even I would do cause I, the unhuman, am not perfect either... The perfect human never existed... But if we look at it in another light, it has always existed... betrayal, lies, hypocrism, love, hate, etc... The perfect blend of mixture to bring destruction... Maybe that was why human was created... To destroy the world they live in... So if God really did created humans, he must be an enemy of planet Earth, another god

I feel threatened...the past few mornings have being disasterous for me... the sun is too bright and hot and is draining a lot of my energy if I go out to exercise... Rain more please, I love the cool weather as long as I am not out... If I am out, I prefer it to be cloudy... and rain when I am at home so that other people out there get soaked while I enjoy the cool weather...

The three stacks of manga on my study table is threatening to fall... I wonder why I even have a study table cause I never use it except to put stuff on it... It only get cleared once a year just to have space for me to put another 3 stacks of books for me to clear again... sigh...I am a bit disorganised but then, if I organise the table neatly everyday I feel so weird cause the mess makes me feel... Yah, right at home beside the cramped coffin...
What did I do for the past few days after holidays started? Oh, you guys should know what I am always planning so I skip that part... Went to swim and get BBQed by the hot burning inconsiderate sun on monday... now I feel itchy... and I wonder why people like to tan themselves... maybe they enjoy getting BBQed by the sun...might as well buy a BBQ pit big enough and lie down there and ask someone to fan the charcoals cause its more effective... And I seriously can't stand people bringing suntan lotion to a pool and then after using it and being BBQed, get into the bloody pool and make the already contaminated water worse... Man, might as well just put BBQ sauce on your body... at least the water would taste better you ********... Then on tuesday, I went to run with edwin in the bloody hot sun again... SCREW YOU SUN! Why do you always pick the days I wanna exercise and be unbearably hot! Think I ran 2.4 km in 13 to 14 minutes but I didn't take the timing, just gauged so it should be around there... How to get 200 bucks and 400 bucks? Well, I am praying that some past olympic runner winner would possess me that day... Still working on the terms and conditions with him...but he is bargaining too much... Seems that the recent gentrification in the netherworld is making life pretty hard... Sigh...Capitalism has even reached the netherworld... I wonder how bad it would become when the current leaders reach there... Then again, I would never find out until the world ends. Then today, which is a wednesday, I went to gym with the KGs and 'worked' out... Well, to be truthful, I think the term working out is too restricted and boring so I would say 'play' in the gym since besides the weights, there are other things you can do in the gym like sitting around and watching TV... As the saying goes, Only if you find your job to be 'playtime' then you can enjoy it...or maybe I just invented it...who cares... so working out in a gym is not considered enjoyable, only 'play' in the gym is enjoyable...
After the short 'enjoyable' stay in the gym, we 'starved' outselve for sakae sushi buffet which I think we didn't order much... Think I will be sick of sushi for a while... But still...if anyone wanna invite me for ramen, I will be happy to oblige cause it happens to be one of my favourite... Of course you will be paying cause you invited me.
With that, I will end this short post with the "quote", Whats mine is mine, whats your is also mine so the world is mine and don't argue with me cause I am not open for argument