Lets see... I haven't post anything in 3 weeks so lets see whats new with the world...
Nothing that interest me currently...actually, I haven't been following the news lately so...
Lately I have been thinking about what makes a person who he is...what makes the character of the person...is it the environment, the food or the circumstances in life that contribute to the character of a person...if it is so, if a person loses his memory, would he still be considered the same person that we know him to be, or is he a completely different person? But then again, wouldn't it be safe to say that if the person loses all his memory of all the events that happened in the past that could had contributed to his character building, wouldn't it be as if the person is a plain white sheet not contaminated by the world at all? Wouldn't this be what the person naturally is like? That this is how his true nature is like and that we will know what the person really is like instead of the front that he put in front of us? So if it really is like this, maybe I should find a way to erase the memories I have and find out what my real nature is like. But then, if I lose my memory, then I will forget why I wanna lose my memory in the first place and after going through all the process of contaminating myself of worldly affairs, and if this curiosity happens to be a part of my nature, I will again fall into this dilemma and again, I might want to try to lose my memory again and this will happen over and over again...
Am I confusing you? If I am not, I will try harder cause it seems that readings that are difficult and confusing and hard to understand are what makes the academic world academic and thats why I seriously hate reading academic stuff that uses superbly hard english that seriously serves to confound the readers and absolutely is meant only for the educated... and to think people think that education is the way out of poverty but if they make everything that difficult, aren't academics themselves falling into the trap of elitism in writing hard stuff that never makes any sense to the common people and I seriously question whether all the findings are done for the sake of exposing and finding out how the world work for the world of just for the academics' own benefits. Most probably, its a bit of both but seriously, who would read these things except the educated where most are forced to read and in the end, this serves no purpose cause they won't care about what happens in the world as long as they are taken of and of course, what most of the people in poverty cares about is getting food on the table instead of the beautiful words written down on paper never to be read by them and getting printed on paper that serves to destroy the environment they are dependent on and the educated and rich happily sitting in their comfortable own home reading the stuff and going "this can't be happening, we must help them" or most likely, I would personally vote for this one, "Why am I reading this?"... of course, then you will see the academics criticizing each work and then you would be left wonder whether they are serious about making the world better with their works...
I have gone mad...3 years of staying in a human university have made my mind gone from partially corrupted to fully corrupted...I wouldn't say I am a perfect being, cause even vampires have some bad points, but at least vampires do try to maintain world equilibrium by hunting down humans but the equilibrium was broken when the industrial revolution took place and everything went crazy from then on whereby vampires were hunted down and history was rewritten...the dark part of the vampire history that no one knew about where only few survives. Where humanity kept their atrocious act from the world and led people to believe that humans can control the world cause the hunter is gone and their natural predator is gone... and those few who survived were separated and none knew whether they are still alive till this day (except maybe me)...
And of course, who was responsible for all the happenings? It might had been god himself who humans believed created them...and are responsible for all the good things that happen where all the bad things are accredited to the devil...an interesting theory I think but then again, to think of it again, if the devil never existed, people wouldn't had believed in god... and come to think of it, if god is the one who created humans, and if god is supposed to have something like a human personality, and if it were to reflect how the civilization is run, wouldn't it be like god actually paid the devil some currency like thing to make him do all the dirty work to make people believe in the existence of god? If there wasn't such an existence such as the devil, then god couldn't had been compared with anyone to justify how good he is... ok, just my view...if this is true...then god is definitely better than the devil...such cunning manipulation of humanity and such corruption happening... definitely a reflection of the human world where most of the rich strives on...
Finally, I am getting back some letters from my muse...although he is still in vacation somewhere...I wonder when he will come back... I need my muse to start writing my book... this post is dedicated to the muse who sent his letter back after he went missing for years... get back here damn it!
(A note: this post was written without any plans of writing it too long and only read if you have the time...ok, too late, this should had been placed at the beginning of the post but then again, you have reached this far so be proud of yourself brave warriors cause the post can be summed up in a sentence or 2 like any other academic writings in the world: Nothing intrigues me more than my own thought process when I am too free. I guess you guy will go =_=||| when you read this but hey, at least I tried to give you something short (although completely unrelated to the post) and its actually up to you guys to sum up the post and not me cause thats how readings are supposed to be like and if its not filled with words, then its not a readings cause readings are supposed to be filled with words instead of getting to the point straight and bound to be criticized...but then again, this is not academic stuff and just purely for fun and oh, look...I am getting out of point again and a note has become a paragraph...you know how old people are like so don't complain...until next episode, or more appropriately, until I feel like writing again which is unpredictable so don't expect it to be too soon... but hey, if could be tomorrow as well...)
Nothing that interest me currently...actually, I haven't been following the news lately so...
Lately I have been thinking about what makes a person who he is...what makes the character of the person...is it the environment, the food or the circumstances in life that contribute to the character of a person...if it is so, if a person loses his memory, would he still be considered the same person that we know him to be, or is he a completely different person? But then again, wouldn't it be safe to say that if the person loses all his memory of all the events that happened in the past that could had contributed to his character building, wouldn't it be as if the person is a plain white sheet not contaminated by the world at all? Wouldn't this be what the person naturally is like? That this is how his true nature is like and that we will know what the person really is like instead of the front that he put in front of us? So if it really is like this, maybe I should find a way to erase the memories I have and find out what my real nature is like. But then, if I lose my memory, then I will forget why I wanna lose my memory in the first place and after going through all the process of contaminating myself of worldly affairs, and if this curiosity happens to be a part of my nature, I will again fall into this dilemma and again, I might want to try to lose my memory again and this will happen over and over again...
Am I confusing you? If I am not, I will try harder cause it seems that readings that are difficult and confusing and hard to understand are what makes the academic world academic and thats why I seriously hate reading academic stuff that uses superbly hard english that seriously serves to confound the readers and absolutely is meant only for the educated... and to think people think that education is the way out of poverty but if they make everything that difficult, aren't academics themselves falling into the trap of elitism in writing hard stuff that never makes any sense to the common people and I seriously question whether all the findings are done for the sake of exposing and finding out how the world work for the world of just for the academics' own benefits. Most probably, its a bit of both but seriously, who would read these things except the educated where most are forced to read and in the end, this serves no purpose cause they won't care about what happens in the world as long as they are taken of and of course, what most of the people in poverty cares about is getting food on the table instead of the beautiful words written down on paper never to be read by them and getting printed on paper that serves to destroy the environment they are dependent on and the educated and rich happily sitting in their comfortable own home reading the stuff and going "this can't be happening, we must help them" or most likely, I would personally vote for this one, "Why am I reading this?"... of course, then you will see the academics criticizing each work and then you would be left wonder whether they are serious about making the world better with their works...
I have gone mad...3 years of staying in a human university have made my mind gone from partially corrupted to fully corrupted...I wouldn't say I am a perfect being, cause even vampires have some bad points, but at least vampires do try to maintain world equilibrium by hunting down humans but the equilibrium was broken when the industrial revolution took place and everything went crazy from then on whereby vampires were hunted down and history was rewritten...the dark part of the vampire history that no one knew about where only few survives. Where humanity kept their atrocious act from the world and led people to believe that humans can control the world cause the hunter is gone and their natural predator is gone... and those few who survived were separated and none knew whether they are still alive till this day (except maybe me)...
And of course, who was responsible for all the happenings? It might had been god himself who humans believed created them...and are responsible for all the good things that happen where all the bad things are accredited to the devil...an interesting theory I think but then again, to think of it again, if the devil never existed, people wouldn't had believed in god... and come to think of it, if god is the one who created humans, and if god is supposed to have something like a human personality, and if it were to reflect how the civilization is run, wouldn't it be like god actually paid the devil some currency like thing to make him do all the dirty work to make people believe in the existence of god? If there wasn't such an existence such as the devil, then god couldn't had been compared with anyone to justify how good he is... ok, just my view...if this is true...then god is definitely better than the devil...such cunning manipulation of humanity and such corruption happening... definitely a reflection of the human world where most of the rich strives on...
Finally, I am getting back some letters from my muse...although he is still in vacation somewhere...I wonder when he will come back... I need my muse to start writing my book... this post is dedicated to the muse who sent his letter back after he went missing for years... get back here damn it!
(A note: this post was written without any plans of writing it too long and only read if you have the time...ok, too late, this should had been placed at the beginning of the post but then again, you have reached this far so be proud of yourself brave warriors cause the post can be summed up in a sentence or 2 like any other academic writings in the world: Nothing intrigues me more than my own thought process when I am too free. I guess you guy will go =_=||| when you read this but hey, at least I tried to give you something short (although completely unrelated to the post) and its actually up to you guys to sum up the post and not me cause thats how readings are supposed to be like and if its not filled with words, then its not a readings cause readings are supposed to be filled with words instead of getting to the point straight and bound to be criticized...but then again, this is not academic stuff and just purely for fun and oh, look...I am getting out of point again and a note has become a paragraph...you know how old people are like so don't complain...until next episode, or more appropriately, until I feel like writing again which is unpredictable so don't expect it to be too soon... but hey, if could be tomorrow as well...)
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